sad but true

tonight someone asked me a favor which is absolutely unimaginable and heart breaking for me.
every artist's creation is like their baby,their soul and their everything...and if you asked after giving birth of your child you have to kill by your own hand, how you gonna feel ? ? i am feeling like that now.......
but i have to do it..because the person who asked the favor is equally precious for me.......
i wish this is a nightmare !!! i don't have to do it !!!!!
"Riders on the storm"

!!!!!!!sad but true !!!!!!!

off day

i really had some work today to finished out but couldn't able to do it because of holiday for   Shab-E-Barat (a very important and sacred night in religion).everything remains close even though i've tried if i find anything open.but i had to get back after taking some photographs.
in the evening i was spending time with sian and walking to outside of our house and as usual she's asking many questions...i was answering and taking some pics of her.
late at the evening we feast some piaju,parata,halua,chola and mango juice as shumee prepared it for ifter. (breaking the fasting after roja) she was fasting for Shab-E-Barat.
holy month Ramadan is knocking the door !!!!!!!!

caught by unusual

well i was just got out from my house this evening and a man just came and touch my leg (for gratitude or respect..local name "kodombuchi") made me so embarrassed.before i asked something he said "you trained me cricket when i was kid"...i've totally surprised by that because i used to play cricket for many years but all is amateurish and i don't have the ability to teach cricket to anyone...but he said yes you did and now i play for club cricket here in ctg..i'm happy for him..
it seems sometimes when i used to get practice myself, i need some help of other kids to do bowling or batting and one of those kids must have been this guy....
many strange things happens in life....i wanted to be a footballer...then cricketer..then painter..then guitarist...but i failed in every branches of those..now i am a  light painter (photographer),but i don't know how long i'll go with it but i'm trying hard.........let's see (one of my favorite quote)
but dreams or keep trying for something new keep us alive and give immense pleasure to our soul that what i believe.........

keep dreaming............

system of a down

After three days of school my little princess (Sian) fall on a system.  She wake up early for school and she now sleeps in the afternoon with her mother which very unusual for her as she used to sleep not before midnight.

Oh...my poor little princess I really feel pity for you.  :(
I never wanted her goes to school so early..but this is reality now and she has to cope with the system.
I hate those system.

sian goes to school....

Sian is little bit upset to get up early in the morning to catch her school for the very first time.She used to wake up late (like me) but today her eyes telling that something new going to happen.

Sumee prepared her with dress and a very light breakfast.As usual i tried to take some photographs of Sian.

We started with a rickshaw for her school (Little Jewels) at 7.30 in the morning.

We followed Sian to her class and a cool looking decorated classroom for children perhaps made Sian 

little ease.When the class started many children were crying but Sian took it very easily and she was enjoying her class,playing with toys and making some friends..

Seems like teacher also like her as she's very cooperative..

Me and Sumee was little tens before the class started as how Sian going to behave but in the end all turns out good.

                                             

                 

lost in memories

Memories, o memories.....some of them are gone with the wind...and some are too tenacious to be lost in oblivion...
Feel so lost and dejected..........


The reason ?? 
rider can't  ride now...........

birthday at Chaktai

Falk and Mealnie came in my home this evening to celebrate my birthday with my family.
I never celebrate my birthday but this year they came and Sumee prepared a Pudding instead of birthday cake.
We just ate that pudding and some refreshments without big celebration which later followed by dinner.
Got some really cool gifts and one of it is really i am desiring from a long time.I was really happy.

Thanks !!!!

paradise city

In paradise...and passing Caribbean kind of holidays.
First time in my life and all the sweetness surrounding me which is beyond my imagination.........
I don't know how to express that kind of feelings...perhaps only a writer can describe that kind of
situations... oblivious photographer like me is totally not fit to write such kind of things...

I wish and want somebody could write for me and don't let me forget this amazing memories in my lifetime...

bisous..........